So you can laugh all you want to

Saying goodbye is so hard. I hate this week. Last week, people didnt care who got to hang out with me. And now I am going insane and stressing a lot over everyone wanting to see me before I leave. I cant handle everyone. Some people I love but I dont want to see them before I leave because I dont want to deal with saying goodbye. It just would make life easier if people didnt worry about having their own personal hnaging out time with me. If I want to see you, I will make sure I do. There are a few people who I feel like I will never be able to see enough becuase I havent been with them all summer and I want to be. I want to be with my friends. I am just so stressed out. And all I want to do is slip away in the middle of the night. Thats what I am doing next time I move. I am just telling people that I am leaving a month later than I really am. That way no one making a scene about it all. Although I do enjo making a scene. I am quite a scene maker. But that isn't my point. I am just full of rage/stress/anger/frustraion/sadness/ahhhhh.


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