death

This lady died from work last night.  She died at the hospital in Ames.  She should have been here so she felt at home when she died.  She had dementia so at least this place was familiar to her.  It feels wrong to me that she had to die with strangers.  I guess I'm a stranger to her, but she's sees me so often that she knows my face.  It just feels wrong to me that she was there.  Life is so weird sometimes.  Things happen so wrong sometimes.  I over think everything.  It doesn't really matter now-she's gone either way.  I don't know that I believe that it makes a difference really... But I would have felt better had she been here... For her? For me?  I don't know honestly.  Probably both.