On this day in journal — June 5th

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Backronym needed.

Way back when I was first sketching out the nuts and bolts of the universe for Void Dogs... which was a while back before I started writing it... I came up with the idea of the ship's FLAG, which is basically a navigation and identification beacon that ships have that lets other ships know they're in the area, what kind of vessel they are, their registration, who they're affiliated with, etc. Back when I came up with it, FLAG stood for something. I can't for the life of me remember what it is. I remembered KEG, Kinetic Energy Gun, and I remembered that UTAH is the United Terran Alliance of Homeworlds.

So what's FLAG?

I'm willing to take suggestions... in fact, I'll make it a contest. The first person to suggest the idea I end up using can have their name put on a ship in the next Void Dogs story arc. Said ship may or may not explode.

Note that any variation of "Federal" or "Federation" won't work for the first letter, as there is no large federation to speak of and the FLAG protocol is used across political boundaries.

This is fairly open-ended, time-wise... I can keep referring to the FLAGs as needed in the story, as the purpose of the acronym is that they don't have to say the whole thing every time.
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AWW: Adventure and Monster Design

THE GIANT IN THE HILLS

This is a fairly brief, fairly rough draft of a typical one-off adventure for A Wilder World to show some of the philosophy behind adventure and creature design. This kind of adventure is meant to reflect the kind of problem/resolution plot you'd find in a single episode of an episodic fantasy series: group reaches town, town has problem, group solves problem.

Depending on the group (and the optional elements used), this could be a very combat-heavy adventure, one that revolves around figuring out what's going on and how to make people happy while avoiding combat, or something that takes a middle path.

The actual adventure write-up would include more numbers (Target Numbers for checks to notice things, convince people of things using different approaches, etc.) and some outlines for particular NPCs (for example: a village leader, a hothead, an advocate for calm)
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Tuesday, June 5th

The Daily Report

A Wilder World continues to occupy a lot of my brain's cycles. Earlier today I posted a rough draft of an adventure to help give some idea of what I'm going for. It includes a character who (as a combatant) fills the niche of "solo monster" in D&D 4E... designed to be a single large creature that can engage the whole party at once. My intention is to post a "mock combat" using this creature's stats and some sample characters to show roughly how combat works, in preparation for the playtests that will happen when I'm back in Omaha.

State of the Me

Doing okay. Little tired, after having stayed up late last night. I believe we're going out tonight, so I'm going to be stealing some rest.

Plans For Today

I've done some writing and some game design stuff. Now I think it's time to lie down for a bit.

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Just as a heads-up…

While I was out Thursday afternoon getting my ID renewed/updated, we got a call that an older family member had gone to the emergency room following a fall. They’re out of the woods, but we just got back from the hospital. Everything is more or less okay, though they’ll be there for a few days and the recovery period is likely to be in the months.

Needless to say I got even less done today than I’d expected and I am wiped. No idea what tomorrow’s going to be like.

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Edward Schlosser Part III: The Disgusting Assumption

A few days ago, I made a post about Edward Schlosser’s Vox article. I started by addressing his thesis, saying that I thought he was onto something, suggesting that maybe he’s putting the blame in the wrong place, but acknowledging that I’m not a student or an academic so I’m not the best person to judge. I didn’t offer a final judgment on his larger point, or try to sum up what I thought his point was. I certainly didn’t try to argue with him.

The main body of the post was concerned with one specific thing he did in that article, which was calling out an individual woman on Twitter by name and holding her up (falsely, he was wildly misrepresenting what she was saying in the Tweets he selected) as an example and cause of the problem he described.

As I noted in my post: she was not one of his students, one of his colleagues, or a part of any community he belongs to. She also didn’t call anyone out by name or point to anyone as a target.

And him holding her up and making an example of her subjected her to vitriol, threats, and other abuse from people who were all too eager to buy what he was selling about her.

The point of my post is that this was wrong. He was factually incorrect in how he characterized her statements, but disregarding that, what he did was morally wrong.

And here’s the thing: ever since I made that post, I have had people in the comments on my blog and in my Twitter mentions saying, “Yes, but Edward Schlosser has a point.” or “I don’t think you can say this proves him wrong.” or “You’re just cherry-picking to try to throw out his argument.”

Every single person saying this is making one very disgusting assumption.

And no, this is not a leap. It is a conclusion I am drawing, and I will explain how I drew this conclusion.

The disgusting assumption you are making is that the only reason a person would have to object to Schlosser’s treatment of his online scapegoat is if they desired to use her as a a pretext to attack him. You’re overlooking the possibility that anyone could actually care about her, about her feelings, about her safety, or even about the basic concept of fairness as it applies to her as a human being.

I’m saying, “What he did to this person while making his argument was not cool, and we should not stand for it.”

In order to take away from that is that I must have an axe to grind against him or I must be trying to discredit his larger point, you must not consider the possibility that I actually care about what he did to the person to be worth entertaining.

Now, I’m not claiming to have read your mind. I’m not saying you sat there twirling your Evil Mustache of Evil and said, “ZOUNDS! COULD SHE HAVE CARED ABOUT THIS OTHER PERSON? I SAY THEE NAY!” I’m saying it honestly didn’t occur to you. You leaped right past it.

And why did you do that?

Well… obviously any guess I would venture would be something of an assumption. That’s not to say that certain more obvious possibilities didn’t spring into my mind. I’ll bet they sprang into your mind, too… you were thinking that this is one of those “sees racism/sexism everywhere” things, weren’t you?

Here’s the thing that gets overlooked in all this “LIBERALS TODAY ARE TOO SENSITIVE BLAAAAAAR” stuff: if we only consider racism as a factor when it’s wearing a sheet and burning a cross on somebody’s lawn, we end up missing a lot of stuff.

Let me make a postulate here: Edward Schlosser did not in fact have any elaborate sinister plan when he called out the person he mentioned in his article. He did not in fact have any conscious agenda in using her as a lightning rod to gather outrage unto himself and support for his cause. I know, I know. You’re thinking, if I believe this, then why did I make my post?

Well, my post still stands.

Because racism doesn’t require evil schemes.

All it requires is callous disregard.

And callousness… we hear “callous” and we maybe still picture a sneering villain. But cruelty and callousness aren’t the same thing. To use an example from fantasy fandom: Severus Snape wasn’t callous in how he treated Harry Potter; Albus Dumbledore was.

Edward Schlosser did not consider his scapegoat to be worthy of the same regard he took for himself when he published under a pseudonym. He did not consider his scapegoat to be worthy of the same regard he reserved for his colleagues when he denounced call-out culture as creating a toxic aura of silence and fear. He did not consider his scapegoat to be worthy of the same respect he gives his students in actually hearing their words and taking in what they mean.

And when I say “did not consider”, I don’t mean “thought about it, then decided no”.

I mean “did not think about it”.

The same is true of each and every single person who came to my blog, read my post, and decided that I wasn’t really defending his target, but only attacking his message.

I could tell you how much I respect and admire his target, or how long I’ve been aware of her in a friend-of-friends sort of way, but here’s the thing: I shouldn’t need to prove my bona fides in caring about another human being. My point was and is that what he did to her was unacceptable, period. It would have been unacceptable if it happened to my best friend. It would have been unacceptable if it had happened to a perfect stranger.

This is a moral stance. This is an ethical stance. This is barebones, basic human decency.

I’m going to close this post by reiterating what I said before:

What he did to her was incitement, it was exploitation, and it was abuse, and we should not stand for it.

I note that Vox.com agrees enough to have edited that portion out of his piece. People are crying censorship, but notice that his argument is still there, exactly as intact and complete as it was from start to finish. That’s because the attack, the scapegoating… it never had to do with him making his case on a logical level.

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General Notice About Advice

One of the best things about the internet is that it’s a great source of information. If I need to know something about what brand of phone to buy, for instance, I can go to Google and type in any number of things, including “What brand of phone should I buy?” and find a plethora of information. I have a wide enough following on multiple platforms that if I feel the need to solicit custom-tailored advice on a topic, I can usually get it just by asking for it.

Another thing I like about the internet is that it gives me an outlet for me to talk about my life, to vent about things, process my feelings, document what I’m going through. I actually find this very useful for a variety of reasons. I mean, first of all, it does help me keep track of patterns and things, recognize problems, and give me a way to supplement my own brain when my memory is unreliable or my perception of time becomes more than usually subjective. As a writer, I also just find it very helpful to be able to get stuff out sometimes. Self-expression is the foundation of creativity, for me. When I start censoring or second-guessing myself in some fashion, it often makes it harder to write anything.

The thing is, these two things? They are not related. I know how to ask for help. I know how to find information. I know how to seek advice. If I make a post that is talking about a problem in my life—be it sleep-related, technological, emotional, dietary, logistical, whatever—I will not leave you in a position where you have to guess if I need or want something. I will say so. If I don’t, then consider the post personal. I’m processing, venting, documenting, something.

If you can’t tell what the point of the post is… well, does it really matter? It’s there. It’s doing something for me. You don’t have to know what that thing is.

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