Lyrics to a song I can't quite hear or understand

Well I don't feel like dying,
Don't feel like I'm alive so much, lately.
All I know is--we're sighing, crying
weeping for something beautiful that spins (whirls)
inside this rainbow trunk of you and me, but what have we forgotten--
really
--how to just be here
to never loose a tear,
but that's impossible, isn't it, isn't it?
(we all break down in the end)
And you're so beautiful
But you're so far away
And you're so beautiful
Where was I when you needed me?
(we all break down in the end)
The Moon, roman candles, and a bed of not nails but needles
and
I break
down
inside this rainbow trunk of me and you and them